Programmable
Just the random thoughts that come into my head... who's me? I'm a 24 year old (although some people would say I was 30...) college student struggling through the usual stresses of life.
Friday, September 29, 2006
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Scared
I am actually kind of happy being in school this term. So far I am enjoying my classes and while they are requiring a LOT of work, I feel like I am really getting something worthwhile out of them.
It’s the rest of my life that I feel is taking a shit. I am not sure what needs to be changed or how big the change should be. On one end of the spectrum I want to just drop life and hit restart: travel and work as I go, or move someplace new and start over. On the other hand maybe it’s just a small problem that is the key… but what is it? The job? The love life? What do I need to fix?
I am afraid that I have made major mistakes in the last couple of years, but I can’t be sure. I know for sure that I don’t want to make mistakes like that again… and I am afraid that some of the things I am thinking of possibilities might turn into one of those mistakes.
Isn’t someone supposed to hold my hand through this life?
Saturday, September 23, 2006
First Days
Yey! First day of school is done… just 22 more days of instruction to go! (or 10 weeks of pure hell, depending on how you look at it). Everything worked out well though, so nothing major to complain about. I just wish I had more time for a heavier class load. (aka, be done sooner).
Saturday, September 16, 2006
YouTube Wandering
Yea, I have been killing time on YouTube again... I figure it's okay since I don't watch regular TV anyway.